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íve given up on giving up slowly
Iím blending in so you wonít even know me
Apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention
Itís my one last shot at redemption
Cause I know to live you must give your life away

And Iíve been housing all this doubt
and insecurity
And Iíve been locked inside that house
And Iíve been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me
And even though thereís no way of knowing
Where to go
I promise Iím going becauseÖ

I gotta get out of here
Iím stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get out of here

Iíve given up on doing this alone now
Guess I failed and Iím ready to be shown how
And this life sentence that Iím serving
I admit that Iím every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self-detained and forced to live in this mess Iíve made

1:46 a.m. - 2009-01-09


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